To update everyone on the process.   I am not backing down in this fight for my husband.   As we have combed through Ryans medical records, it was discovered that Ryan was given lethal amounts of Fentanyl by the hospital the last days of his life.   To go back, after 5 weeks on a ventilator to which I have mentioned that Ryan was forced onto a ventilator while he had a normal 98% oxygen level.  Ryan was unaware that the doctor was pushing for him to go on a vent.  Ryan was communicating with me and telling me that I must of heard the doctor wrong, as they were planning to put him in a step down unit due to him doing so well.  Yet Ryan was indeed vented against consent /need.   Well, after 5 weeks on a ventilator, I found 2 doctors from within the hospital system that were willing to bravely break “protocol” in attempt to save my husband.  They began to administer different drugs that would help him by reducing lung inflammation and combating the infection etc.  Ryan began to improve and continued to make improvements in the right direction.  So much the doctor though another 3-4 more days after 3 successful days on it, that Ryan may be off the vent.  Well sadly on the fourth successful day of treatment other doctors stepped in to revoked it.  They were worried about their jobs if they kept Ryan on anything other than the standard protocol.   They wouldn’t even allow Ryan to stay on a proper dose steroid that he was responding well to.  The doctor fighting for Ryan told the other trying to revoke it. “If you take Ryan off this steroid, you’re going to him”.   Yet the doctor proceeded to do what he had to do for himself over the wellbeing of Ryan, the patient.   So the next plan was to make the “good dr” head of the ICU starting that monday, we just had to get through the weekend and Ryan was for now stable.  The plan was to make “the good dr” head of ICU so that it would be his decision what treatment Ryan got.  Last ditch effort to save him against the rest simply “Following orders”.   Well that night going into monday.  It was actually 3 am that monday January 3rd I got the call from the “good dr” fighting for him with the words “Come down here, I think we are losing Ryan”.   I got down there and took one look from the hallway and said “My God, what did they do to him?”   I turned to the male nurse beside me and said “He looks like someone who OD”.  And he hugged me and apologized for the corruption in the hospital.  

Well jump ahead to where we are today.  With Ryans medical charts, we know that 33 doses of fentanyl were administered to Ryan on January 1st 2022. 37 doses on January 2nd 2022.  And on the day he died, 22 doses of fentanyl.   While Ryan was on Propofol for sedation.   These things would hinder a persons ability to breath on their own and would stop ones heart.   And when I got to Ryan his heart was preparing to stop at any moment they told me.    Before Ryans death, leading up to his final hours with me, unknowingly at that time, Ryan was given  500 mcg of fentanyl in less than a hour, followed by a 600 mcg of fentanyl within a hour and 775 mcg of fentanyl in a hour and 4 minutes all in the same day.  

A standard amount of fentanyl that is used in hospitals is 50mcg-100mcg for patients who are going under surgery.   This also typically lasts 4-6 hrs.    Just to compare the amount of Fentanyl that was given to Ryan who previously was stable after being on the correct steroids doses and other medications working for him.   When it was revoked,  Ryan was seen taking a turn for the worse, leading up to his death.   

If someone settles out of court and or works with a contingency attorney.   ( and most contingency attorneys will work to settle out of court ) this then often times comes with a gag order so that the case is not talked about  publicly again. So basically hush money.    If we want to get justice and see this go to trial and make sure that these people responsible are held accountable and make a example out of them to prevent others from doing the same to your loved ones next.  If we want to be able to get this in front of the jury and open the door for more cases to be held and criminal investigations to begin.   We need this to go to trial.  The cost to get a case to trial can range 100 thousand to 300 thousand dollars.   

The system is counting on so many young widows to not be able to afford this type of fight and they want us to simply fade away into the wind or watch our time to file run out.   Then these cases are swept under the rug. Ryan deserves more than that.  Our love story was worth more than money can buy.  I am the only voice for Ryan now today and this fight is to make sure that his sacrifice, his murder was not done so in vain.   We need to see justice brought forward.    I cannot  do this alone.   I need the help of fellow Americans to help me afford to bring this to trial so that it NEVER happens again.   I have a short time to get my case heard.  Please help me help Ryan and so many.  Please give what you can today.  I am begging for help.  Begging God daily to lead me to those who can help me please

Thank you.  

Stacy and Ryan who I know is watching beside the Lord.  

   Update March 20, 2023. 

         After several media interviews, public speaking events, and documentaries to air soon. God has finally led me to a set of Christian Attorneys that are ready to take on this fight.  I was praying for weeks asking God to put the right attorney in my path, one that would use the Lord to lead us in this spiritual battle of good vs evil. One that will help us to expose what is done in darkness.   Then I went on the Todd Herman radio show, who has over 4 million listeners nationwide.  A nurse out of California heard my story, and told her attorney about me. He heard my story, and said he cried 5 times listening to it.  He felt God calling him to take action against these hospitals.  After talking with other attorneys, they have found that the liability protection is not quite what they are leading the world to believe.   I contacted him about my case.  Before I could even begin to explain what happened, he asked me if he could pray with me and ask God to watch over me and Ryan in this fight.  To lead the way into battle, that everything we do moving forward be in His timing and for His glory.    

       Through This nightmare, I have continually felt God leading me in this fight against evil.  Every step of the way I prayed.  I prayed asking God to lead me to the right doctor who would do the right thing, and He did.  I asked the Lord to help me get Ryan the right treatment against the resistance and He did, and in the end I was asking God to save Ryan from the wickedness of this earth, and well He did.    While Im here, I will continue to be Ryans voice for him, and fight for Him as we are called to rise up against wickedness and hold the wicked accountable.   All of this fight will cost money and a lot of time.   I have put a lot of money into it, traveling to various states and long distance to speak at rallies, or medical summits to bring awareness.   To help build our army.    We are putting on the armor of God and going into battle.    So please continue to help show support   Any donation helps cover my cost of travel, and any legal fees Ill face in the future   

One can also find our Facebook page :  Ryans Fight For Truth   For current updates   

Here is the link to a trailer to the documentary coming out soon with my husbands story in it  https://rumble.com/v2c4nyo-exposing-the-deadly-hospital-protocols-bad-medisin-coming-soon.html

My second interview on the Todd Herman Radio show with the attorneys 

https://www.spreaker.com/user/10614200/ep-659-hr-2-th-659-your-chance-to-hammer

My story on the Highwire  My story is after Nurse Sarah tells her story, we both lost our young husbands at the same hospital system.  She at the time was a nurse for the same hospital system that killed her husband. We met through our tragic fight   

https://thehighwire.com/videos/remdesivir-nightmare-i-absolutely-blame-the-hospital-for-his-death/