Save my PTSD dog Hrafi from cancer

Goal:

 USD $10,000

Raised:

 USD $11,105

Campaign created by shari lucas-ferrera

Campaign funds will be received by shari lucas-ferrera

Save my PTSD dog Hrafi from cancer


 October 26 Hrafi lost his battle with osteosarcoma and passed away in my arms  

Still haven’t been able to get the house fire issue fixed and code issues and the crap economic situation has jacked up building materials  

Desperate for money for @ extras” like food and light bills 

22 year old car is sketchy on its best day  


Need a miracle and prayers  





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Tom Sullivan Show
$ 5.00 USD
1 year ago

Get well soon.

Anonymous Giver
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

Prayers for you. Chesh.

mamashawna
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

You got friends you've never met! Stay strong Shari!

Smokin Joe
$ 100.00 USD
1 year ago

MJ
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

luvie
$ 30.00 USD
1 year ago

God keep you strong and may He hold you close in His powerful arms as you mourn the loss of your husband on top of everything else that's happened!

Allegra
$ 200.00 USD
1 year ago

Holding you close in prayer, friend.

cherry
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

God bless....

TangoLima
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

Sorry about the loss of your husband on top of all your other trials. Hopefully, better days ahead.

Max in Utah
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

Sorry to hear of your loss. Please know that others are thinking of you and praying for you.

tnlibertarian
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

Anonymous Giver
$ 100.00 USD
1 year ago

Anonymous Giver
$ 100.00 USD
1 year ago

Blessings from your FR family

Anonymous Giver
$ 40.00 USD
1 year ago

Love You, Shari❤️ Mabarker1@FR

Bonnie Snyder
$ 100.00 USD
1 year ago

I'm so sorry he isn't doing better, I was hoping. I'm making this donation in Mina's name, I just lost her January 26 to cancer - she was only 8 years old... I am beyond crushed at her loss. Give me a call sometime and we can catch up.

Anonymous Giver
$ 10.00 USD
1 year ago

North Mountain
$ 25.00 USD
1 year ago

Max in Utah
$ 100.00 USD
1 year ago

Barry
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

Things will get better. Stay strong, and God Bless.

Aragorn
$ 50.00 USD
1 year ago

Updates

January 5, almost one year

January 5th, 2023

January 6 marks the day I found the bump on his hock and January 7, the heart-breaking day he was formally diagnosed with osteosarcoma.

It's been a long,  soul crushing journey but thank God and all of you, he is still with me and doing well, so far.

Soon I imagine they'll be checking his lungs for spread and that terrifies me and I pray there has been no spread to *anywhere* in the rest of his body.

After he healed from the October 3 amputation, he was given Palladia which is an oral chemotherapy pill, which he took for a month.

His checkup after the month showed "protein in his urine" as well as blood cells so the vet stopped the Palladia treatment for a month and that is where we are now, waiting for his next checkup to see if he can resume the Palladia or not.

His interdigital cyst issue has flared up and is not resolving quickly like it always, and I worry that the Palladia compromised his immune system enough to allow the issue to be harder to fix.

This is added stress and worry, for sure.

But he is still happy, playing and eating like horse so I am grateful for that.

At the beginning of this, I looked at the treatment estimates given to me, factored in his insurance coverage and made a guess at how much to ask for but I was woefully short.

Trupanion, bless their hearts, have so far dropped probably close to $60K on him and never once complained or threatened to stop his health insurance.

Quite the opposite, they have always been kind and tell me to never worry about that happening, ever.

 That adds a double edged sword aspect to all of this.

He has survived much longer than the first vet thought he would and seems to show no signs of slowing down yet but that also brings in the money issue.

It's getting incredibly tight here for us and I have put the last thing I have of any value up for sale, which is my motorcycle but so far, no one has even made an offer.

Cold weather, rough economy, just bad timing, I reckon.

Christmas was pretty much only the gift of having my boy still here, despite losing the leg, after all and for that, I am wildly grateful to everyone who prayed, donated or did both.

He is all I wanted for Christmas, and I am blessed that he is still here.

Please pray that his good fortune continues and that he has no spread and maybe toss in a prayer for me, because honestly, this has been such a nightmare that he's in relatively much better shape than I am.

Also, pray that someone buys the bike because I owe more than I have and I am terrified that I won't have enough to keep him going for as long as he can, given his current hopeful condition.

God bless each and every one of you for being there for both of us.


Shari & Hrafi



Today is chemo day...again.

November 9th, 2022

Please pray for us as we start chemo again.

Please pray that it has not spread, and that nothing has gotten even worse than it already is.

Please pray that I can hold myself together, for his sake, as I'm having a very hard time coping.

Thank all of you angels and God bless.




Changed his chemo appt. to Nov 9

November 5th, 2022

It was just too heartbreaking to go through it on the 1 year anniversary of his sister Seven dropping dead.

Superstition or fear, either way.

Couldn't bear it.

Scary date coming up.

November 1st, 2022

November 7, the one year anniversary of his sister Seven suddenly dropping dead, is his appointment.

Raging anxiety over that "coincidence".

More chemotherapy for him.

Praying God...no BEGGING God it has not spread and he will live a long time.

So terrified of our future together I can hardly function anymore.

Please pray that my baby boy will be one of the Lucky Ones.



Oncology visits, again

October 25th, 2022

Hrafi will be going back to Gaithersburg soon for a recheck and probably more chemotherapy.
I have to keep trying.
It feels like an angry, restless hedgehog is living in my stomach, now.
Please pray that all of this will help him to live as long as he can.
At a loss for words.

October 25th, 2022

So many have shown such kindness and generosity to a person they;ve never met and a dog they don't even know.

They say everything has a reason.

I wonder now if the reason for this terrible thing is to change my heart.

Since I was a kid, people who should have protected me instead failed me atrociously and I lost my faith in humans.

But this nightmare has changed all that.

So many kind souls giving so much for a "stranger" and her dog has just wrecked my former cynical paradigm.

Angels, all of you and like angels, I may not ever see you in person but I know you're all out there, watching over us.

I wish had the perfect words to express my boundless gratitude and love for all of you.

"Thank you" seems so inadequate for all you have done for me and my beloved dog.

I am just humbled by all of you.

God bless you all, each and every one.


Shari & Hrafi


October brings amputation :(

October 24th, 2022

So I talked to his surgeon today and it's osteosarcoma but said something like not "super aggressive".
My misery is that the biopsy showed live cancer cells in the primary tumor that SHOULD have been, as I would told, be killed by the SRT.
We could be facing more chemo after all of this hell and now the amputation.
How did cancer survive the SRT???
All this money spent has broken me, not to mention the emotional cost and I'm no further ahead than when it all began??
I just don't get it.
I did the SRT because it was supposed to KILL the tumor but obviously did not.
Just broken.
I have little left to sell but I NEED to keep trying.
He is still happy twirling and hungry as a horse, all good signs.
Trying to adapt to a missing leg as best he can.
I cannot give up on him.
He is my most precious thing and really all I have.
Every little bit helps and I have Care Credit debts that are terrifying and now we face more chemo, which about $4-5K.
Please pray, if nothing else!

Shari
Update October brings amputation :( Image
October brings amputation :(

October 24th, 2022

So I talked to his surgeon today and it's osteosarcoma but said something like not "super aggressive".
My misery is that the biopsy showed live cancer cells in the primary tumor that SHOULD have been, as I would told, be killed by the SRT.
We could be facing more chemo after all of this hell and now the amputation.
How did cancer survive the SRT???
All this money spent has broken me, not to mention the emotional cost and I'm no further ahead than when it all began??
I just don't get it.
I did the SRT because it was supposed to KILL the tumor but obviously did not.
Just broken.
I have little left to sell but I NEED to keep trying.
He is still happy twirling and hungry as a horse, all good signs.
Trying to adapt to a missing leg as best he can.
I cannot give up on him.
He is my most precious thing and really all I have.
Every little bit helps and I have Care Credit debts that are terrifying and now we face more chemo, which about $4-5K.
Please pray, if nothing else!

Shari
Update October brings amputation :( Image
What you are helping him with, all of you

September 18th, 2022

Despite going right into the wall for him, the SRT was not enough and now his hock is basically "eggshell surrounding mush".

As hard as I tried to avoid amputation, it has become impossible now and this is why.

Yet he is still his joyous self, with this horror show of a hock.

Hrafi at the surgeon's clinic



Update What you are helping him with, all of you Image
An angel just made me cry.

September 18th, 2022

That last donation has me in tears of gratitude.


God bless you and thank you!!!!!!!!

This update sucks

September 18th, 2022

Despite doing every cutting edge vet technique, he has a pathological fracture now and amputation is inevitable.

To say this is gutting me is an understatement.


His lungs are still clear, he's still happy and bouncy and doing well and eating like a hod so he probably has a good chance at living a good life for a good amount of time.

However, the copays and uncovered consults have decimated what money I had.

I just paid a $300 consult to his orthopedic surgeon and the estimate is around $4200.

His vets think he's doing very well, considering and has a good chance at being a "successful" tripod.

I have exhausted every other option for the sake of the love in his eyes and his general joyous attitude, but I have also exhausted all the things I had to sell, to keep here as long as he can be.

Please, if you can find it in your hearts, and forgive me for constantly begging, please donate whatever you can spare.

In a wretched life, he is my one bit of happiness and I have no idea how I will cope if I lose that.

And please pray for him...and for me.


Shari




August update

August 27th, 2022

August update:


Allegdly he now has a pathological fracture but some people see it and others don't.

One exceptional vet said it was a "hairline fracture" and not to take his leg.

Instead, we're going to an orthopedic vet in September to try and find a solution to stabilize that leg, which he still uses, despite having an intermittent "not terrible" limp.

His hock is functional even though that is where the tumor was so I wonder if it's not his foot or some kind of neurological side effect from the SRT radiation treatments.

His oncology vet totally ignored my constant questions about "why he limps" when she always said he was "not painful upon exam".

Something is NOT right and she must have missed it.

Seems odd that the heavy pain meds she gave him have utterly no effect on the limp which makes me wonder if it's not "mechanical" or neurological.

I will NOT give up on my baby boy and we need support and prayers for this next phase with the ortho vets.

He is otherwise doing great.

I wish I was in such good shape as this is breaking me.

Thank you all for the support, donations and prayers.

Go Hrafi!!!

August update

August 27th, 2022

August update:


Allegdly he now has a pathological fracture but some people see it and others don't.

One exceptional vet said it was a "hairline fracture" and not to take his leg.

Instead, we're going to an orthopedic vet in September to try and find a solution to stabilize that leg, which he still uses, despite having an intermittent "not terrible" limp.

His hock is functional even though that is where the tumor was so I wonder if it's not his foot or some kind of neurological side effect from the SRT radiation treatments.

His oncology vet totally ignored my constant questions about "why he limps" when she always said he was "not painful upon exam".

Something is NOT right and she must have missed it.

Seems odd that the heavy pain meds she gave him have utterly no effect on the limp which makes me wonder if it's not "mechanical" or neurological.

I will NOT give up on my baby boy and we need support and prayers for this next phase with the ortho vets.

He is otherwise doing great.

I wish I was in such good shape as this is breaking me.

Thank you all for the support, donations and prayers.

Go Hrafi!!!

Update #5

May 21st, 2022

Update #3
May 19, 2022, 5:43 pm

Tuesday, May 17, Hrafi went for his chemo and lung x-rays to see if his cancer has spread.

THE XRAYS WERE CLEAR!!!!!!

God bless each and every one of you for your prayers and support and praise God and thank Jesus!!!!!

Update #4

April 20th, 2022

April 16, he had his 5th birthday.

It was not the usual "go out and visit every Hrafi fan" or even trips to the pet store, due to the fear of pathological fracture occurring.

He does favor that leg now and I'm praying that it's just a side effect from the SRT as  he did have some "burns" and swelling from that, which is supposedly "normal".

[hope against hope that's all it is!!!]


He spent the day eating special food greedily and playing with the toy I picked up for him.

[photos below]

Still going for his chem and zolendrate bone strengthening infusions.

Gas is soaring now that our "tax holiday" is over.


He has an upcoming x-ray to see if the cancer has spread to his lungs.


Petition heaven with prayers that it has NOT, please!


Thank you all and may God bless every one of you!


Shari & Hrafi



Update Update #4 Image
Update #2

March 22nd, 2022

Hrafi has completed his 3 stereotactic radiation treatments and one chemo treatment, so far.

He is going for his second bone building infusion and CBC to check his white cell counts on the 22nd.


His hock is inflamed and sore from \\\'radiation burn\\\' which is a rare thing so naturally he got it.

We just cannot catch a break.

:(


Really hoping and praying it can be managed and cleared up because the only cure for it otherwise is amputation and we\\\'ve gone through all this avoid that.


I am REALLY grateful for the prayers and donations.


He is my life and my love and I am nowhere near ready to lose him.


Begging God that that will not come for a very long time.


Update #2

March 22nd, 2022

Hrafi has completed his 3 stereotactic radiation treatments and one chemo treatment, so far.

He is going for his second bone building infusion and CBC to check his white cell counts on the 22nd.


His hock is inflamed and sore from \\\'radiation burn\\\' which is a rare thing so naturally he got it.

We just cannot catch a break.

:(


Really hoping and praying it can be managed and cleared up because the only cure for it otherwise is amputation and we\\\'ve gone through all this avoid that.


I am REALLY grateful for the prayers and donations.


He is my life and my love and I am nowhere near ready to lose him.


Begging God that that will not come for a very long time.


Update #1

February 18th, 2022

We have a new oncologists and in a miracle, Hrafi is in love with these people and not freaking out like he always did, before.

His insurance is not covering consultations or the obscene gas prices we pay to get him back and forth.

However, they are willing to go to the wall for him, as I have prayed somebody, somewhere, would do.


Gonna be a lot of trips but it\'s his best chance at having a good and decent life, for however long he lives.


I have no words to express the incredible gratitude I have for ALL of the people who have given so wonderfully, just to save my beloved baby boy.


"Thank you" is just pitifully inadequate compared to what I really feel.



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